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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

OFFICIALLY CLOSED =S BLAH BLAH BLAH
I DUN LIKE THIS BLOG !
I DUN LIKE BLOGGING !
BYE~



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Saturday, December 15, 2007

as much as i want you back, i want him to have you.
as much as i can love you, i want him to love you more.
as happy as i can be, i want you to be happier.
and sometimes a smile is used to cover up the bad memories =D

its "madness", its "craziness" or it can be sometimes called "hypocrite"
who would have expect i would say all these? no one right? LOL.
all are so wrong man ! yunchang has grown up =D
learn to let go, learn to stay strong ^^

as far as i know, everyone are weakling =D
head on with LOVE, you're bound to get hurt.
no one Man can withstand that pain,
and seriously i mean no one =D
lalalala ~ i go dota ! lol. see ya ~



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Sunday, December 9, 2007

it takes a great amount of courage and strength to forget you've loved someone
it takes a greater amount of courage and strength to be friends with the one you've loved before.
well, obviously i've been through this that's why i can say all these. i've gotta admit it, its really damn fuck up and unbearable at first. ( pardon me for my language =x) but like everything in this world, there are different angle to view things. turn everything around and see it, keep turning till you truly find the angle most comfortable and you will realise that, letting go might not be a bad idea at all. of cause, till now if i'm telling everyone say, ya i'm strong again and everything, i would be lying to everyone and even lying to myself too. who doesn't wish for the one they love to come back? who doesn't want to be with the one they love? a secret to share for everyone ya? i'm still wishing that things will really be back like last time =D
update again tomorrow if possible ! and hopefully my luck comes back ! i've been losing on soccer ! fuck the teams that made me lose ! T.T



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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Alter Bridge- In loving memory


Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning



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well, alot things has happened and of cause there are alot of unexpected and heart-breaking here and dere, but, its all these things make one understand, to learn and of cause gradually to grow stronger to face the challenges up ahead. its really about time to grow up, to really grow from a little boy to a man. perhaps today going with hao was planned by God? Hao brought a book along with him. it was not eye-catchy at first, but when i hold the book and i flip, the first thing i saw was this;

Relationship-of all kinds- are like sands held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. the minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. you may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. but hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

when i saw that, flashback appears, it showed how i used to be. i felt weird in a way, a feeling that no one can really express it out with words. i just had to do wad i felt i must. i'm glad i did it, i really was =D

continued flipping through the pages, this time i saw this, and really i would wanna share with everyone. it goes like this;

When an emotional injury takes place, the body begins a process as natural as the healing of physical wound. Let the process happen. Trust that nature will do the healing. Know the pain will passand, when it passes, you will be stronger, happier, more sensitive and aware.

well, it all make sense don't they? and of cause, the best part of it is this;

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. Truly loving another means letting go of all expectation. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood.

guess that's about it =D a not so happening day yet a lesson learnt. and i was suppose to send these msges to someone, but i guess i'll post here and hopefully u get to read it ya? =D



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Monday, December 3, 2007

Sometimes, a smile on the surface is just to cover up for the bad stuffs



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Friday, November 30, 2007



AWWW.. we look so alike =D my best twinny ! haha ^^
perhaps like she said, its the specs that make us look alike.
but who cares ?!? as long as i think its look nice its fine =D
EVERYONE ! comment on the pics ar ! tytytyty



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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

hello0o0o0o0o XD

okie, long time no update i know.
so im just gonna make it short and simple
Love is a bore, Girls are whores XD



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Saturday, November 17, 2007

off to malaysia with tien bestie in roughly 6 hrs ! see ya ~ take care guys !
and i will be back this time to celebrate ur brithday hao ! wait me come back !!!



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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

ok. nth special to post also la. its like boring ~
same as usual ? DOTA DOTA DOTA.
met her today again =D kinda happy inside but somehow still bit weird?
okie. its okie de ~ time will tell !!

oh yeah ! after something boring ! here comes the fun and exciting part !
its down to 4 days ! 72hrs more to overseas with BESTIE <3 !! yaho0o0o0o0o =D



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