Long Hard Road Out Of Hell

2007-12-25T03:17:00.000+08:00

OFFICIALLY CLOSED =S BLAH BLAH BLAH
I DUN LIKE THIS BLOG !
I DUN LIKE BLOGGING !
BYE~

2007-12-15T00:37:00.000+08:00

as much as i want you back, i want him to have you.
as much as i can love you, i want him to love you more.
as happy as i can be, i want you to be happier.
and sometimes a smile is used to cover up the bad memories =D

its "madness", its "craziness" or it can be sometimes called "hypocrite"
who would have expect i would say all these? no one right? LOL.
all are so wrong man ! yunchang has grown up =D
learn to let go, learn to stay strong ^^

as far as i know, everyone are weakling =D
head on with LOVE, you're bound to get hurt.
no one Man can withstand that pain,
and seriously i mean no one =D
lalalala ~ i go dota ! lol. see ya ~

2007-12-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

it takes a great amount of courage and strength to forget you've loved someone
it takes a greater amount of courage and strength to be friends with the one you've loved before.
well, obviously i've been through this that's why i can say all these. i've gotta admit it, its really damn fuck up and unbearable at first. ( pardon me for my language =x) but like everything in this world, there are different angle to view things. turn everything around and see it, keep turning till you truly find the angle most comfortable and you will realise that, letting go might not be a bad idea at all. of cause, till now if i'm telling everyone say, ya i'm strong again and everything, i would be lying to everyone and even lying to myself too. who doesn't wish for the one they love to come back? who doesn't want to be with the one they love? a secret to share for everyone ya? i'm still wishing that things will really be back like last time =D
update again tomorrow if possible ! and hopefully my luck comes back ! i've been losing on soccer ! fuck the teams that made me lose ! T.T

2007-12-05T21:08:00.001+08:00

Alter Bridge- In loving memory

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning

2007-12-05T11:31:00.001+08:00

well, alot things has happened and of cause there are alot of unexpected and heart-breaking here and dere, but, its all these things make one understand, to learn and of cause gradually to grow stronger to face the challenges up ahead. its really about time to grow up, to really grow from a little boy to a man. perhaps today going with hao was planned by God? Hao brought a book along with him. it was not eye-catchy at first, but when i hold the book and i flip, the first thing i saw was this;

Relationship-of all kinds- are like sands held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. the minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. you may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. but hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

when i saw that, flashback appears, it showed how i used to be. i felt weird in a way, a feeling that no one can really express it out with words. i just had to do wad i felt i must. i'm glad i did it, i really was =D

continued flipping through the pages, this time i saw this, and really i would wanna share with everyone. it goes like this;

When an emotional injury takes place, the body begins a process as natural as the healing of physical wound. Let the process happen. Trust that nature will do the healing. Know the pain will passand, when it passes, you will be stronger, happier, more sensitive and aware.

well, it all make sense don't they? and of cause, the best part of it is this;

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. Truly loving another means letting go of all expectation. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood.

guess that's about it =D a not so happening day yet a lesson learnt. and i was suppose to send these msges to someone, but i guess i'll post here and hopefully u get to read it ya? =D

2007-12-03T02:45:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, a smile on the surface is just to cover up for the bad stuffs

2007-11-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

AWWW.. we look so alike =D my best twinny ! haha ^^
perhaps like she said, its the specs that make us look alike.
but who cares ?!? as long as i think its look nice its fine =D
EVERYONE ! comment on the pics ar ! tytytyty

2007-11-28T01:53:00.001+08:00

hello0o0o0o0o XD

okie, long time no update i know.
so im just gonna make it short and simple
Love is a bore, Girls are whores XD

2007-11-17T23:51:00.001+08:00

off to malaysia with tien bestie in roughly 6 hrs ! see ya ~ take care guys !
and i will be back this time to celebrate ur brithday hao ! wait me come back !!!

2007-11-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

ok. nth special to post also la. its like boring ~
same as usual ? DOTA DOTA DOTA.
met her today again =D kinda happy inside but somehow still bit weird?
okie. its okie de ~ time will tell !!

oh yeah ! after something boring ! here comes the fun and exciting part !
its down to 4 days ! 72hrs more to overseas with BESTIE <3 !! yaho0o0o0o0o =D

2007-11-13T00:13:00.001+08:00

Strangers are jsut family you have not yet to come to know and sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else.

today nth much happened also. just went to parkway to take money and bought two shirts at Topman. OMG ! i think im really into reading ! Grace jiejie borrowed me this wonderful and interesting book ! its goes by, " the five people you meet in heaven"

one of the candid photo my fren took ! comment ^^

LOL. there's such a thing call special guest must have special post ar MAMA XIN =p anyhow only. since there must be a special post, than i shall post it ya? SPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIALSPECIAL

2007-11-12T00:29:00.000+08:00

comment on this photo leh ! it looks weird right people?

ok ! as promised, if dere's tag, dere's post ! muahahaha
okie ! short sweet and simple. today, rot at home till evening, den was supposed to meet mother and relative for dinner. she say what, so long never meet up, must BOND..so in the end i went to meet my fren first, den went off to meet my mother. after that went to Elias again ! DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA ! lol. and of cuz Audition ^^ so that's about it. life is simple =D

2007-11-09T23:19:00.001+08:00

Boring ~ nth much happened today. meet hao dey all only. tml morning DOTA at Elias AGAIN ! YAHOO~ !
SAW I, II , III , IV are good shows la ! worth the money and time to watch it !

2007-11-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

DOTA ! DOTA ! AND MORE DOTA !
Woah ! These few days have been on DOTA siao ar ! it was fun and the money was worth spending on ! wee ~

2007-11-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

DOTA was fun la ! lol. nowadays keep hanging out at Elias LAN shop =D damn funny.
bestie, cheers okie? you'll be strong to carry on with life. get back all the happy and wild mood and get ready to go enjoy holiday with me okie ! its just 11 days more !! cheers !!

2007-11-07T12:20:00.000+08:00

*yawn* Zzz.. so damn freaking tired. went for chalet and celebrate max's bdae. it was fun =D before going the chalet, morning me and fren went elias play lan. lol. its like a everyday thing. it was nice la !!! reached home at abt 4, wanted to post and i realised, i was too freaking tired. HAHAHA

To BESTEST BESTIE & Bestie's Dajie: cheers okie ! nth cannot be solved. i'll be here and always here de okie ! come find me if gt problem ar ! yong yuan de BESTIE <3

To Dumb; faster go enjoy your holidays la ! don't everyday study study! better rest more if you don't wanna turn into China's Treasure AH !

2007-11-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

AHH.. Finally? lol. things are turning the way it should have been =D reblog everything ! now i understand what everyone mean by hating can be tiring. thanks everyone !

okie here's what, today simple as that, work was a killer la ! tmd. everyday do same thing over and over again. cannot tahan anymore le ! took half day leave and went home to rest. fell asleep till quite late and i didn't want to stay at home. called yong ji but he say tml ! tmd. den asked Grace jiejie see she can meet and talk cock, in the end she told me she want to go white sands get rabbit food. met her le than went white sands to get her stuffs and i went to update bank book ! stupid NTUC income ! faster give me my pay la !
oh ya ! today saw dumbdumb on bus ! after so long finally saw her face again =p
den after meet Grace jiejie i went central to meet Besite ! she pass me money for the trip and we sit at Express talk cock abit than went off already. good times ^^